Thursday 14th May 2015

Thursday 14th May 2015

No post yesterday - I went to bed early (8pm) with a headache.  I went up for a bit of peace and quiet and ended up waking at about midnight with vice round my temples and my neck not wanting to be moved.  After scurrying around I found some paracetamol and used a kids toy as beaker so I could get some relief.  Which came about half hour later, after I had jammed a deodorant can under my neck and a cold bottle either side of my face, window wide open and a cold breeze over me. When Tommy came into my bed about 7am I felt alot better but i am still a bit fuzzy in the membranes.   

Apart from the headache, yesterday was an interesting day, I got called to pick Nicola up from nursery early as she had had diarrhoea.  Explosive diarrhoea! It had been all up the front, all up the back and running down her legs … they left the shorts for me to decide if i wanted to try and rescue them but the knickers went straight in the bin as they were beyond recovery.  So she got to pick up Louise and Thomas from school with me.  I warned their teachers so if either of them get a bit of a tummy ache they are warned.

Choi was interesting this evening, I took Buddy with us so he could have a walk, we stayed outside the church while they did the session.  He wasn't very happy about being kept outside and wanted to go in and play with the others but he couldn't :( .  I guess we'll both just have to get used to it.  I hope next time we will be able to do some training, but this time we just wandered back and forth and chatted for a bit - he did not enjoy that bit.

Today, as I said before, I was still a bit fuzzy.  I had to go into the city to meet with Mel, my outreach worker from Leeway.  We spoke about me going, OK I spoke about us going, she phoned the 0845 number for me and there were 3 nearby.  2 of them would have been just  a room in a shared place, one was a self contained flat but that was so far away.  I am concerned that I will be alone, so far from family and with no credit I would have no one to talk to.  I am going to get an emergency bag together for each of us and I'm going to store them - along with my important documents folder someone away from the house.  Maybe it would be best kept at my uncles with the supplies I bought to set up home.  I will have to phone him and get him to pick the bags up one evening when Jon is at work so that he doesn't see them going.  I will send the scrapbooks with the bags - those can’t be replaced.

Nicola is home from Nursery until Monday as she has to stay away for 48 hours. I will need to find something to interest her - other than stealing the dogs toys and bones.

I could so go back to sleep right now.







2015 is the year of the sheep, so this year is my year, Sheepish Jules year and I shall be strong.